Mothers Day

I have been absent on here for a hot minute. Most days are good. A couple days are hard. We are in the thick of ranch work.

But one day is always hard on my heart. Mother’s Day. Mother’s Day is a day that I have dreaded since we have started our fertility journey.

Every year I always think to myself hopefully I get a different feeling on this day next year. Hopefully people that see me shut down and not reach out see I’m struggling to get through the day. I’m struggling emotionally and mentally.

My girls that have reached out to me and that I know are struggling too. I love you. We will have that happy day. Someday we will have the happiness. We will get to celebrate instead of mourn the what if. Mourn the unknown.

It’s funny to be in a headspace of hopefully next year we have a little one to spend it with.

We brand the second weekend of May every year. I always picture our baby strapped to me or sitting in the shade while we push calves through the chute. We can’t wait to share this life with our children.

For everybody that is hurting on Mother’s Day. Please reach out if you need. I’m always here.

Since I like to end these little tidbits with a little piece of advice. There’s a reason somebody that’s struggling with infertility isn’t reaching out today. Maybe not even tomorrow. Give us time. ❤️

Love,

Morgan